Sunday, 29 April 2007

The Weird Weekend

Well what can I say my weekend, was different, Friday my ex Pete came to town and we shared a hotel room together for the first time, we also went out for the first time together, we did so many things that we would have never done while we were together, the most important getting very very drunk and and dancing and doing other extra circular activities, which is never good when you are in the morning after the night before mode. But there were things that I did remember.

Like seeing Richard and his new boyfriend, and you know they know you are there, so they start to do things that make you notice them more like blank you, even when you do a near head on collision, with them and then when you are dancing with friends you bump into they start to practically have sex on stage, just for your entertainment, and stop the moment you walk away.

Then there was Darren and his new thing for the night, as he doesn't do boyfriends at the moment, he does a pound of flesh.

So why is it that every ex you have looks better than you do, no matter if people tell you, you are fabulous, they just seem to have that edge that you don't, dear god even Pete looked better than he did the last time I saw him.

But looking back as Pete did bring up a good point, he has never known or seen me, with a guy that can truly control me, which makes you wonder about youth today in all relationships, are we the uncontrollable generation?


Friday, 27 April 2007

Right Now I Am So F***ed Off

I am so fucked off right now, as I have just been conned out of a phone, and money has gone out of my account earlier than it should have. So I am very broke right now and I am supposed to me going out to night as well and I have no idea what I am going to be doing.

Also why is it when you are feeling very low, every tom, dick, harry and their uncle decide it would be a good idea to phone you, and they all ask for your advice on their relationships or their business problems. But you have to be nice because they are you friends, but all you really want to do is just tell them to fuck off, because you are not in the mood to talk to people.

I Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr the world right now, and even no I can't hit anything as I have to look after and cook for a 12 year old. Then I have to get ready to go out and have dinner with my 2nd ex fiance oh the joys of being loved.


Thursday, 26 April 2007

Booking Through Thursday

Booking Through Thursday


  1. Does what you read vary by the season? For instance, Do you read different kinds of books in the summer than the winter? Not really I tend to be a romance kind of guy or psychological thriller
  2. If so, do you break it down by genre, length of book, or...? doesn't matter really it's a good blub I will probablt just read it anyway LOL

LAUGHS OF THE DAY

YOU MUST SEE THIS

Heaven Through Me, And Hell Just Toke Me Whole

What would you do if the guy you were seeing,after you said that 4 letter word, said lets take a break a step back, and we see if we can get there, then a couple of days later you look him, up online and you see that he is already in another relationship, with a bloke I never knew existed, even though I saw it and I read it, I could read it. But as it sunk in, my heart hit the floor, and I had to stop myself from being really sick. I haven't felt like that in years, even now looking back on that time, I still get the feeling of falling.

Even approaching the subject with him, he could even say it to me then, just gave me excuses why he couldn't, tell me, which hurts even more. Since then I haven't spoken to him since, although I had to phone tizzie, and hit a few things really hard, and nearlly broke the kitchen counter.

So since I have then I have worked really hard, and not done alot else until, my ex sends me messages, saying do you want to meet up for dinner and a night out, so we shall were I end up.

God What am I doing???????


Thursday Thirteen #4


Thirteen Things you should never say in relationships



1…. Your bum looks huge in that.

2.... I love you mother more than you.

3.... I slept with your best friends.

4.... We need to talk.

5.... (Two weeks in) Your sister coming up and says "when you getting married"

6.... (A month in) Lets have a baby.

7.... Do you want to meet my wife?

8.... My Friends hate you!

9.... You look like Bridget Jones in the morning. (Yes people have said this)

10.... I don't want a relationship, then you find out, a couple of days later he is in another one.

11.... I want you to tie me up. (This only works in certain relationships)

12.... NAGGING. This should never be done in a relationship.

13.... I think we should see a therapist.

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