Monday, 14 May 2007

Age of Deception

Nowadays numbers don't mean a lot but mix them with people and you have a huge problem.

Yes ladies and gentlemen, I am talking about age. The one thing people will either Love or Hate.

In my experience people nowadays say that age is just a number, which say what you can or cannot do in the eyes of the law. Also everyone is always adding or taking away a few years, whether it's to make you younger and older. Everyone has done it.

But when it comes to relationships is it better to be honest or lie? I found out over the weekend amongst the string of high class parties, the dancer David that I am seeing lied about his. Even though it was only four years, it still but him in a different age box in the game we call life.

The problem is when he told m, I was very drunk, however immediate thoughts of Pete came rushing through my head, even though it wasn't a major difference. But it does get your mind going, if they start to lie about this, it puts doubts into your head. If they can do it about the age, what else can they string you along with.

Is Age the beginning of a series of mistrusts and lies?

Thursday, 10 May 2007

Thursday Thirteen #6


Thirteen Most Sung Karaoke Songs



1…. Summer Nights

2.... American Pie

3.... Bohemian Rhapsody

4.... I Got You Babe

5.... Sweet Dreams

6.... I Will Survive

7.... Like A Virgin

8.... Angels

9.... Dancing Queens

10.... Kiss Me

11.... Baby One More Time

12.... If I could Turn Back Time

13.... Can't Fight The Moon Light


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Wild Fire

We all wish we could get that extra inch in ....... but also life, As today I sat in the a straight/punk pub (Which Yes is very strange for me, But I needed a story) and as I was chatting to James I found that, he knew a lot of the people I did, and I had never met him before, and he told me a few things that not even I knew.

Brighton once a year still holds the largest Pride festival of the UK, with last years total, reaching over the 1/4 million mark, and only 15'000 of them are regulars to the area, which would seem like a very large "community", but when you put it in how many people you see out and about, that you know in passing or are friends with, there never seems that amount of people around.

So obviously the gay world isn't as large as we would all think it is, so what do we do when we get nick names and known for the stuff you would rather have forgotten, for example, I heard about Josh and his over irate conversation, about HIV/AIDS. Which I hope I get to know the rest of that story, as some mad girl came over and sat on me, saying I knew her, when we went to Revenge personally I can't remember her for shit but there you go. So I never got to hear the end. SO will someone always know you from somewhere and know things that you did or would do, without evening meeting you or asking if it were true?

We all remember the school days, that if you told a secret to a friends practically the whole school knew within an hour what had been going on, but as I dragged my lonely ass back to the bus stop to get it home, I sat there and wondered did we ever get over that fact, when we left? As some random girls who had obviously been trying to get into clubs and such, that night were doing the eternal gossip, the "did you hear" or "did you see".

It Makes you wonder when we left a school like world did we take our tendencies with us to tell the world what we know?

Are we all still really big kids?


Booking Through Thursday #2

Booking Through Thursday

No, not THAT kind of R.I.P.
Reading. In. Public.
Do you do it? Why or why not? I do read in public, however it has to be some where you can as sometimes it doesn't always work in a pub, but a park, bus, train places like that I do. It does mean you don't have to listen to random strangers, that sit next to you.

Wednesday, 2 May 2007

Thursday Thirteen #5


Thirteen Things People Could Do Without!!!!



1…. People who are to intense.

2.... Abusive people.

3.... Controlling People

4.... LIARS.

5.... Bad Sex.

6.... Bad Kisser. (Come on face it, if they are shit at that then you are fucked)

7.... Rudeness

8.... Drinking and Dialing. (Even though we have all done it)

9.... Your friends who call you up on the one day you have off, Crying about there relationships.

10.... For us single people, our non-single friends who go on about there relationships.

11.... People who don't accept anyone Else's opions.

12.... People that lead you on.

13.... Ex's who still try to rule your life.

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Sunday, 29 April 2007

The Weird Weekend

Well what can I say my weekend, was different, Friday my ex Pete came to town and we shared a hotel room together for the first time, we also went out for the first time together, we did so many things that we would have never done while we were together, the most important getting very very drunk and and dancing and doing other extra circular activities, which is never good when you are in the morning after the night before mode. But there were things that I did remember.

Like seeing Richard and his new boyfriend, and you know they know you are there, so they start to do things that make you notice them more like blank you, even when you do a near head on collision, with them and then when you are dancing with friends you bump into they start to practically have sex on stage, just for your entertainment, and stop the moment you walk away.

Then there was Darren and his new thing for the night, as he doesn't do boyfriends at the moment, he does a pound of flesh.

So why is it that every ex you have looks better than you do, no matter if people tell you, you are fabulous, they just seem to have that edge that you don't, dear god even Pete looked better than he did the last time I saw him.

But looking back as Pete did bring up a good point, he has never known or seen me, with a guy that can truly control me, which makes you wonder about youth today in all relationships, are we the uncontrollable generation?


Friday, 27 April 2007

Right Now I Am So F***ed Off

I am so fucked off right now, as I have just been conned out of a phone, and money has gone out of my account earlier than it should have. So I am very broke right now and I am supposed to me going out to night as well and I have no idea what I am going to be doing.

Also why is it when you are feeling very low, every tom, dick, harry and their uncle decide it would be a good idea to phone you, and they all ask for your advice on their relationships or their business problems. But you have to be nice because they are you friends, but all you really want to do is just tell them to fuck off, because you are not in the mood to talk to people.

I Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr the world right now, and even no I can't hit anything as I have to look after and cook for a 12 year old. Then I have to get ready to go out and have dinner with my 2nd ex fiance oh the joys of being loved.